brighter days...

 

After re-reading my last blog update I noticed just how bad my slump really was. Since, I've tried to snap back out of it and get back into the rhythm. I had slacked off on babyfood making, and cloth diapering, got lazy with my line drying, and all the frugal small things I do around here to cut corners and save us money. I have focused all my extra time and energy on eating healthy, working out, and praying. The passing of my Mim has shaken my soul, broken my heart, and left me feeling so lonesome, but also having me to talk to God, sing praise, and long for a much closer relationship with my savor. I suppose praying and being closer to God, is a way of being closer to heaven, which is being closer to my mim. So my days have been brighter, when I anxious, sad, lonesome, depressed im turning up my K-Love/opening my bible/or falling to my knees. Only good can come from this right? Time will heal.. God will heal my broken heart....

Fonky Weather & sickness in the house is still lingering, leaving my joy the only thing bringing shine to my 'brighterdays'. But the boys of course have been keeping their mommy busy busy busy. Today we streamed, lysoled, bleached, and sanitized everything all over again. Jai butt is now crawling. well i saw crawling but truthfully, he does this bootay pop thing in the air, then goes into the worm..lol he does this until he reaches his destination. It's quiet funny, and his destination 9 times out of 10 is RIGHT next to Julian. Julian doesnt seem to mind, infact he gets a kick out of it ( until Jai destroys his train tracks haha)

I also had to put Jai's crib to a lower setting, since the little stinker was pulling up on it... &&
Got everything lined up to get his big boy carseat Wednesday... Cant believe my baby is already 7 months old!!!!! :( time is passing all to quickly.

Juju's sugars have been doing great, thank god. & he too is growing like a weed. He will surely need all new spring/summer clothes in a few months, and I believe the Easter bunny will be bringing him some new rain boots and crocks, because he is busting out of the ones he has.