lets play--- catch uP!

i knowww. i always promise," ill do better.." and then i fall short of my promise! so i wont promise that anymore! sorry guys- life is hectic and crazy..and soon to get even more insane with Jai being due in just a few months!

Julian has been doing alright. In the past month he has had MRSA again, and another seizure. MRSA was treated with oral antibiotics, topical bactraban & bleach baths so many times a week. we are also having to use a special soap on his arms, legs, back and tummy before taking him out the tub. This soap is suppose to help kill the bacteria and prevent this from happening again. **fingers crossed that it works**
We were just seen today by Julian's PCP at Keesler. We are being referred to a Peds Neurologist in New Orleans, (thank god)! I should get a call or letter in the mail telling me when his appointment is, within the next 7 days! His PCP seems to think he is having a motion disorder- but i KNOW that is NOT what this is. not at all!!!! but for now- the little booger is healthy & happy.. please pray we can keep it this way! no more illness!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jai is doing great too! since i saw the specialist at 23 weeks things have been wonderful. Of course i have normal pregnancy complaints but nothing too extreme! I have actually been exercising(lightly) and maintained my weight well! It also has been helping with the sciatic nerve issue..strangely but true. He we had a ultrasound to see his size today, and he is measuring a entire 2 weeks bigger than he is suppose to! this breaks about alot of fear for me to have another hard delivery like i had for Julian. & in this case if i were to have him full term, vaginally- he may have to be in NICU like juju which means we would have to be seperated(he in gulfport, me and biloxi) :( so much to think about but obviously i have time to think and pray about that Jai was head down, and nuzzeled in nicely. he was very comfy and made it difficult to get good pictures of his chubby self. but it was still such a joy to see him again! I am being seen again by my doctor  June 5th for NST & check up! hopefully we can discuss more then.

Other than those two things- nothing is really new around here! Jai's room is just about complete & my shower is sneaking up on us!! i cant wait-- June 16th.. be on the look out for everyone's invite! :)


 that's all for now! ill drop back in later to give a picture update! but for now i want to catch some z's while ju does! :)

Hello bedrest,.. you witch! >:O

Well.. Today didn't go so swell. I prayed so hard for a miracle... And although this wasn't what I had in mind, I'm sure is still in gods plans!
Jai looks great- getting plump! He no longer has alien, skeleton features.. More like a little Danford!
He however is trying to come out far to early! My cervix from the inside is funneling. The mass is still there & i am having hydronephrosis, which in addition to contractions, the reason for back pain.
After the ultrasound, he did a pelvic check to see is I was dilating from the bottom. Sadly, I am fingertip-1cm. :( I didn't see this coming for a long shot.. I'm bed ridden until further notice! Also at 24 weeks I'll be getting steroid shots, to help jai's lungs develop!
All I can ask is for plenty prayer! I need to keep him in as long as possible!! Please please pray!

veggie tales & Jai's room!

wow! we have been seriously doing so muchh! Last Thursday we went to Veggie tales live with Cherish & Avery! It was so much fun for me to just watch Julian smile & laugh watching them! I thought he was going to jump out of his skin when they started playing the theme song!

The next day we headed to this AWESOME consignment store where i got Jai 12 (like)new outfits! :) got his crib all loaded up... then headed home!

On Saturday we fiddled around the house & worked in Jai's room a good bit. There are still some things to be done.. so it's not complete.. however I'm really excited with the progress!

Picture below was before i put his valance on the window...

                                                                 Crib & toy box

                                     window with valance & matching Lamp & picture frame
                             on his dresser. oh & his bassinet.. this will move to my room once he is born

                                                                        closet

                        right side...some clothes.. chair for our table..RUBBER BOOTS(of course)
                                                pacNplay & bouncy Jumper horse

                                        left side is car seat bottle warmer swing & walker! all this stuff
                                                         will be put together when it's closer!

 then Uncle Jake & Aunt Angela came to visit us on Sunday! I was in horrid pain all night & all day yesterday. Something with my lower back. ( not your typical prego pains, trust me... i was in tears!)
After spending the day in agony- i finally called my doc to see what pain meds i could take( i don't do pain meds normally).. He instructed me to head to the ER.. but i didn't listen. when he called to REcheck on me he supported my choice to stay home & told me to move my appointment from Wednesday- up to today. He is going to check me for a bladder infection and few other things before diagnosing me with something & give me a pain medicine. They will also be doing a ultrasound to check the ' unknown' .. and seeing about referring me to a Fetal Maternal Specialist...-( ill update on this topic after my 1:30 appointment today!)
Anyways.. Jake Angela, Ju & Josh slip & slided in our back yard for a while, then headed to the beach. I stayed in bed...
When they got back i had rested some & was ready to eat- after not eating all day! so Josh started whippin up the baby on the grill! :) yum!
Jake and Angela also brought Jai a changing table!!! I didn't have one for Ju but always wanted one!.. so here it is.... Just want to paint it white to match the rest of the room. But i will do that later!

Jai's room is almost complete. Just need to hang shelves, do some arts & crafty things for his walls.. get his rug, and touch up the pain on the ceiling(oopsy from daddy..lol)

                                                 :)

busy weekend..

Our weekend was super busy! First we tended to car shopping for me. We orginally intended to wait to car shop for a while, but after one week of being down to one automoble... we quickly changed our mind!
Friday we headed to the bank, and to some car lots, and dealerships. After the sun went down and it was nearly 8 oclock we decided to head home, eat some dinner & call it a night. Julian' was basically crying because he was so hungry, so we opted to just grab fast food. Checked his sugar...and headed home..finally. once in down town ocean springs, i went to grab his meter remote from the back seat to treat him for his happy meal..
The meter was not there. We pulled over..searched..searched... it was gone. Turned around went back to every dealer/carlot we went to. Sat in each and every car... retaced every foot step... still nothing. I sat in the front seat, & the bundled fustration broke. The meter had just been in the car when we checked..how could it be gone?? Josh asked Julian where it was. Julian replyed.." out the wimbo, when daddy going fast". Josh & I both knew he must have thrown it out the window while going down the interstate. I called the animas company where they so nicely agreed to send us one free of cost,- but explained that this would be the only 'gift' meter. the next will cost us $200.00! OuCh! Needless to say... The windows are now child locked & Julian's medicine does not go in his diaper bag anymore- always in my purse!
Saturday- we began our car hunt again. And found me a hot ride. :) i really like my new mommy mobile

the same day- we made out first trip to lowes in my new car! The space- WE LOVE. Josh can recline his seat w/o getting in Julian's leg room... and we had so much room in the back for a lawnmower,weedeater, bricks, plants, molch & potting soil! -- would have never been able to do this in a camry!( although i loveeeeeeeeeeeed my camry)

Sunday- we busted butt in the my flowerbed!!! really-- it was so bare & ugly before. It's still not finished. we fell short a few bricks & i counted wrong for my plants, so i need one more little flower in the front & then we are starting on the flower bed on the other side the house. but here is some pictures of the one by our walk way..

Remember how ugly?

Josh & Ju cutting the grass! :P

As a treat- I brought Ju to the snowball stand up the street. We been wanting to go- but just hadn't... the entire way there i was plotting how i was going to keep his sugar down.. bc lord knows all the sugar in a snowball would have him through the roof!
But to my surprise- the man there had ONE sugar free flavor- Cherry. I got it for Ju and explained to the man that Julian had type 1 diabetes & exactly what a normal snowball would do to him. He asked Julian what all his favorite flavors were- because for now on he is going to keep Julian's favorite flavors in sugar free- just for us! :) how sweet is that? :)

Juju enjoying his sugar free snowball!

Anatomy Scan!

Well.. Today was my long awaited anatomy ultrasound! Most mommy's look forward to this ultrasound, to find out the gender of their unborn baby. We however, already knew we were having a little baby boy, so I looked forward to seeing his growth, making sure the bleed hadn't come back & to check on the ' unknown' in my uterus.

First and for most- my baby boy is growing quite well! Most 19 week baby's weigh 9-10oz... where as Jai, he weighs 13! LOL he is still measuring almost a week early ( today 20w1d ).  All of his little organs were perfect, even his fingers, toes, & nose! :) I was so happy to hear that he is doing well. Also, i found out why today- that im only feeling slight movement on my sides( not in the front of my belly). My placenta is in the front, so it's a cushion for his jabs and kicks! Maybe as he gets stronger i'll feel them better(hopefully).

As for my bleed-.. what bleed? ;) it is still healed!! THANK you LORD!

&& the 'Unkown'... well i know that it is not a cyst, that it is a solid mass of some type.( so i shouldn't worry about it popping.) Today it did appear that there was blood flow to it,or through it. It's really hard to explain, because even the tech herself, couldn't explain it well. She still does not know what it is. But we do know that it is not effecting Jai in the least. So as long as it stays this way, that is all that matters to me. They are going to continue to follow & check this 'unknown' for the next visit and then send me over to NOLA or Mobile to see a maternal fetal specialist. The 'unknown' did grow slightly, but not enough to cause a fuss.

I was suppose to see my doctor after to talk about this specialist, and also ask him about my bed rest/activity level-- but he had to leave for a delivery & surgery. So he wouldn't be back for hours. They told me he will review my chart when he returns and if he wants to see me sooner then my already scheduled appointment, then he'll call.  Next appointment we will be doing another ultrasound to again check this unknown && go from there.

Thank you everyone for continuing to pray for us! I will keep everyone posted!!

oh.. PS i will post ultrasound picture soon!