Well Monday marked our survival of week one of this deployment. All is well for the most part, of course Julian ask about his dad every single day and went through his stage of not wanting to eat, or sleep like he usually would, but is doing much better now. I have been doing my best to keep busy to help time to pass quickly and not get sad or depressed.
Before Josh left we made video's of him talking and reading to Julian, and also made him a build a bear with Josh's voice in it. He plays with his bear all the time and laughs every time he presses the hand by accident. I havent put any of the movies on just yet.. everything is still raw, and last time he was away for a while i played a home video and Julian got really upset when it ended, so I am holding off until things get settled in better before playing any of the videos.
Also before he left we made a box and decorated it.. and i put a hold bunch of activity ideas in it for when times start getting slow, or we start getting sad, or bored...

The first week i pulled, plant flowers with Julian. Well of course i couldnt go out side and plant anything with the cold weather that has been around.. so I got some little clay pots, soil and seeds, and we planted them. and it looks like we might have green thumbs after all!



















