After trying to conceive for what seems like a lifetime,(two years). Being Josh would work out to sea sometimes, our "trying" would be interrupted, plus a ectopic, left me battered and in a state of self pity. Three months before our move to Mississippi, I gave away ALL baby items. Bassinet, swing, clothes, bouncer, boppy pillow, ... etc. I kept EVERYTHING from Julian, in hopes of giving him a sibling close in age. Not being in our new home exactly ONE month & FIVE days.. I found out! Had one sick night, plenty of sleepiness ,bloating and a late cycle.. Josh was totally convinced I was pregnant. Of course after so many months of not having that second line- or reading,'not pregnant' I had developed a burning hate for peeing on sticks. I had to bring him to work on Wed. Dec. 7th and on the way Josh told me to stop at CVS, to get bottled water & a pregnancy test. I did so, but since he was going out of town for three days, i secretly was going to still want for my period and prolong peeing on that damned thing. He begged me to use the bathroom at his office( he knew it). However, im stubborn and was sure that i was NOT preggo. After dropping him off, and driving back home.. I had a very full bladder & since there was two in the pack i figured what the heck. So I did it...and there was a very clear- BEAUTIFUL, LONG AWAITED second pink line! I tossed Julian back in his carseat and hurried over to catch Josh before going out of town. His was so excited!!! but no so surprised since he had a feeling I was! Julian also seemed to know something. Days before I found out- I was cleaning the spare room, and making the bed with clean sheets. Julian walked in and asked me,
Julian: mommy, what you doing?
me: im making the bed for grandma to come visit. this will be her room while shes here.julian: noooo.
me: yess...julian: no mommy, this is brudders room.
^ never have we told him this room would ever be a baby room, much less a brothers room. Hmm? perhaps he knows im having a BOY??
Since this day, I have had two ultrasounds & heard the baby's heart beat! Josh & I are so happy with my new OBGYN & the hospital we will be delivering at, Biloxi Regional.












