Today was a full day, Julian had been sleeping in til bout 9ish but decided to wake at 7 today. BUMMER!
Cleaning started bright & early and good thing it did because daddy suprised us by coming home early today without notice! :)
Julian was pretty cranky again today- i noticed his top two front are both tring to come out at the same time! :( poor baby. so josh & myself shared our ice cream sandwitches with jujubugg..and trust me he did not complain HE loved the cold on his gums.
As for myself, I have a sense of change that has come upon me the last two weeks, its not complete yet but i feel like so much weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Its nothing I put alot of effort into changing- i mean some parts I knew needed work,but for the most part it is just a humble, loving, relief, and i pray that every soul could feel such a feeling. So today i celebrated with in myself by letting lose and taking in my happiness & change.
School is creeping up, im so excited to begin the classes to persue my hopes and dreams of being a success in my career! I truly feel blessed that i get to remain home with my son and not work and have the worry of attending school on top of working and being a good mommy to my babyboy. I cant thank Josh enough for doing what he does to support our famiLy.
Julian had trouble getting to sleep tonight, and i wasnt able to tag team with Josh because Josh was at his baseball game, so i decided to give juju a freebee and rock him to sleep. i missed doin that so much, but know i dont want to go back to doing that everynight. he has gotten so big, and heavy. he grasp onto me just as he did as a infant, checking ever so often to make sure his mommy was still there and didnt leave him. i cant begin to express how thankful i am to have such a wonderful beauitful son. i was watching discovery health last night and there was a baby on there that couldnt be held. she would stop beathing, and her heart would stop, so much could go wrong in a pregnancy and childbirth. i thank god for my blessings everyday, but still i can not get a grip of the total picture, how truly bless i have been with in the last two years.
:)
i have pictures from today but dont really feeL like loading them right now, Jon & Kate are about to come on so perhaps i'll load them with tomorrows' update.
xoxo danfords.